Wisdom is Everything!

We have to look, not into people's eyes, but into their hearts and souls.
I would describe myself as being open minded, easy going and down to earth. I
try to be creative in the things I do and don't always go for what is "easy".
There is a certain spiritual side to me or at least an inward looking side and I
believe one never stops learning and growing as a person. Sometimes the smallest
things in life will capture my imagination. I think happiness can be found in
the simplest things... a smile, a touch, a look. I keep an interested eye on
global events and trends and am amazed how the world is changing so rapidly
while so many are sleepwalking through it. I would love to meet someone with
similar goals and interests. I see us developing a friendship first and then
things would evolve naturally from there if all the pieces fit. A great
connection and the right chemistry are a must. For me the right chemistry means
reciprocity of passion, caring, understanding, communication, respect, love,
affection and emotional/physical intimacy.

SO HAPPY!

I was browsing a minute ago, then an account of my schoolmate toke my attention. I opened it. I know, there is no new post to read and see. I clicked her blogs. The cheese made me laugh. Hahaha! Like that. Okay, she is a year older than me. No offense but she is like a child. That is somehow, normal but I think for her, that is not. Clueless why is she acting that way. I think, she thinks that is cute and one of the way to be admire of somebody. So funny. ^_^

I knew her well. My other friend was tripping her during my senior year in highschool. Again, very funny for this girl, to get easily taken by my friend. Flirty, eh? So, I do not care if she is some kinds of those. It happens that she makes me laugh.

I realized, there is lots of human, that is not matured enough for their age. Some acts are old enough. No one suits their personalities. That is why, nobody is perfect. Somehow, there are ways to get on the line. All depends on yourself.

This very usual but I want to laugh. HAHAHAHA!!! :))

SO HAPPY!

I was browsing a minute ago, then an account of my highschool schoolmate got my attention. I opened it. I know, there's no new post to read and to see. I clicked her blogs. The cheese made me laugh. Hahaha! Like that. Okay, she's a year older than me. No offense but she's like a child. That's somehow, normal but I think for her, that's not. Clueless why is she acting that way. I think, she thinks that's cute and one of the way to be admire of somebody. Funny for me. So effing cheesy! :D

I know her well. During my senior year in highschool, my other friend was tripping her. Again, very funny for this girl, to get easily taken by my friend. Flirty, eh? So, I don't care if she's some kind of like that. It happens that she makes me laugh.

I realized, there's a lot of human, that isn't matured enough for their age. Some act like they're old enough. No one suits their personality. That's why, nobody's perfect. Somehow, there are ways to get on the line. All depends on the person.

This very usual but I want to laugh. Let me. HAHAHAHA!!! :D

Seems So Strange…

I had learned that there are many many ways to impress a girl in the last. It is depend on the personalities of that girl. Some girls who just like to have something bought for them, there are just want your money, even though just want you to look after them. I knew people having such hard times with girls, and I wonder why... I know I have hard times with girls but that is because it is just what I observe, and what I learn from others. I naturally did it. I slap myself out of it. What I really do not understand is why girls are so difficult to impress. I saw a guy trying to impress a girl, as much as he can, and result that he is shunned away with the flick of the wrist. Why? I am not going to lay here, as I type this, and tell you that I can date to any girl, I want to, and strongly impress them. No, it does not work on such way. You want to know why it does not work like that? Girls are so complex. They are not all the same at times. They are not all simple and easy-going. They are very interesting people, with a mind that can easily change according to the situation they find themselves in.

I am 19 now and I will never be able to say that I know what girls want. I can, however, wonder to myself, why there are so many men out there that cannot seem to talk to the people they find attractive. I’ve seen my friends stutter at the sight of their crushes. I’ve known of people who are so silent around their crushes that you’d think they were mutes. I am sitting there, next to the person whom I crushed on, and not being able to get anything out of my mouth. How is it possible a person - whoever it may be - can create such unease in one’s body, one’s mind, one’s heart? How?

Wake up ---- And a new day

Wake up was a pain. I am male, and, if you remember anything from puberty class in high school, you know that such as a thing as “Morning Glory” exists. It is hard one that males have in the morning, when they wake up. Lucky, at the time I woke up, Sky had already woken up, and Nicky was still sleeping. Skip this part if you do not want to know about myself. The problem is… I can not “calm down” fast. I wake up, and my "Morning Glory" stays for a long time… I recalled. I usually hide it by using my pillow to hold it, and cover it by my singlet. Yeah.

I’m so glad I woke up around 8:00… I do not think I would have calmed down at the time I had to leave the house if I had not. I told you. Long time. Everything turned out alright, so I’m fine with it now. Yeah

I came to class just on time, had a small chat with Jane and Jully by my corner in the lab room, behind our tutor, Harrack Annie, walked belong the door. And so the day starts.

My bed

It is not the first time this happened. They come and slept in my bed. How much did we grow from last year? We are near the middle of puberty, which means we will not grow more. I am just glad those two are not fat. Imagine that!! Ha ha!

There are lots of people who hard to go sleeping with the others. It maybe paranoia, fear, shy and do not like to open themselves up to be vulnerable, such as the case when you are asleep. I do not blame them. It is hard to get used to sleeping with other people in one bed, when you have sleeping by yourself. I do not sleep around, but I do not find anything wrong when sleeping with other people in my bed. The most I’d ever worry about, if people were to sleep in my bed with - or without - me, is question of if they are clean. I am lazy. I do not want to be washing my sheets every time someone sleeps in my bed. Mind you, I wash my sheets once a month, if not every two weeks.

Nicky - Sky - and me ...

It was a long time since I saw Nicky last time, it was even longer for Sky because she had just come back from her traveling to China. She was flown to there last year for her bad behaviour, too bad for her mother to handle it, and the result is the transfer back to her father in China, and come back, for her mother’s sake - a better attitude. Three of us (actually four if my sister was not so busy with her homeworks) talked overnight, and played games together, including playing cards - like in the past - before we just stop to the rest of the evening, and finally going to bed for sleeping - good night. There was only one bad thing last night… There was only one bed.... for three of us. Lucky my bed is Queen sized. If it was not, I think I would have been kicked downstairs to the meeting room.